Hey werks I felt like God has led me to your ministry I’ve been getting closer to God for about a year now but it seems like I get to this certain door in my walk. Then I don’t know what to do next and start to taking steps backwards then I get to a point where I’m living in sin again. it’s happened about 3x now I’m never gonna give up but sometimes I feel like there’s something very dark deep down in me. I definitely have felt the Holy Spirit even had very intense dreams maybe visions too idk the difference really but dreams for sure. where I knew they were from God I swear I even heard gods voice one time audibly was a very commanding voice he said wake up while I was almost asleep but I have also have had very dark dreams and a lot of other things where it has really traumatized me. I remember I watched one of your videos and it was a depiction of eve with a snake coiled around her and the serpent. Was Looking her in her eyes and she look hypnotized. It kind of scared me because that’s how I feel sometimes like there’s a snake coiled around my soul or something. To be honest I feel like I should be dead but I know it’s because of God why I’m not no doubt about it. Any advice how to get to the next level with god he’s the only thing I have I really don’t trust anybody. I feel very isolated I had a dream from god where i was in a car while I was actually in a car at work I dosed off to sleep. And he was moving me around the car lot I noticed it was my works car lot. And I kept trying to get out but the doors would slam and I would get moved again 3x I tried to get out then I said to myself why am I trying to get out. Cause I was having so much fun is God trying to take me places but I’m fighting if so I just don’t know how I’m gonna get to a place where I. Gonna be that happy
Hey werks I felt like God has led me to your ministry I’ve been getting closer to God for about a year now but it seems like I get to this certain door in my walk. Then I don’t know what to do next and start to taking steps backwards then I get to a point where I’m living in sin again. it’s happened about 3x now I’m never gonna give up but sometimes I feel like there’s something very dark deep down in me. I definitely have felt the Holy Spirit even had very intense dreams maybe visions too idk the difference really but dreams for sure. where I knew they were from God I swear I even heard gods voice one time audibly was a very commanding voice he said wake up while I was almost asleep but I have also have had very dark dreams and a lot of other things where it has really traumatized me. I remember I watched one of your videos and it was a depiction of eve with a snake coiled around her and the serpent. Was Looking her in her eyes and she look hypnotized. It kind of scared me because that’s how I feel sometimes like there’s a snake coiled around my soul or something. To be honest I feel like I should be dead but I know it’s because of God why I’m not no doubt about it. Any advice how to get to the next level with god he’s the only thing I have I really don’t trust anybody. I feel very isolated I had a dream from god where i was in a car while I was actually in a car at work I dosed off to sleep. And he was moving me around the car lot I noticed it was my works car lot. And I kept trying to get out but the doors would slam and I would get moved again 3x I tried to get out then I said to myself why am I trying to get out. Cause I was having so much fun is God trying to take me places but I’m fighting if so I just don’t know how I’m gonna get to a place where I. Gonna be that happy